Happy Birthday to me.... :-/ The first birthday in our marriage.... and it's not been a happy day before my birthday....
It is midnight... July 29th. a Friday. Meaning I have to work in 8 hours. Be up in 6.5... but I am awake so I can wait for the last load of laundry to dry.... I am so tired... I just want to sleep and sleep... I do not want to go into work tomorrow.... and get this... they asked me to stay another week... I suppose I should be happy about that, but I'm not... I'm shuffled from person to person.... just to help them with an urgent project. I'm pretty much doing the *(&%$ work.... or the job of an intern or something.... but I guess that is what I get when I am a temp. Shove her anywhere you need her....
I have TWO college degrees and the only job I can get is doing other people's projects so they can do other work....
I'm going off topic..... sorry....
So it's the first birthday to be celebrated being married.... I'm 5 minutes into it and I don't like it. My husband is in the bedroom, and didn't even say goodnight... only thing he said to me was at midnight "Happy Birthday". He didn't even come out to the living room where I am at to say it to me... he just yelled it...
I just feel like crying... I'm emotional.... a lot of things have been bothering me today.... because I have ALLLL day to think.... I'm doing repetitive work all freaking day. So of course my brain is active, thinking, and it doesn't like a lot of things that have been going on lately....
*sighs*
Yes, happy birthday to me.
No comments:
Post a Comment