A Back-pile of Updates HA!

Wow, I am so not good at updating this blog... I officially suck. To any of my readers... if I still have any.... I am truly sorry.


Okay, so to catch up, two weeks ago I went with my mom down to Tennessee to go to my cousin's wedding. It was a nice wedding :) Her dress was beautiful. The ceremony was pretty and short, and so was the reception. I was thinking throughout the whole thing though.... I wonder if I'll ever think of a wedding as being just as magical and easy as I did when I was a child... Probably not, now that I've actually been a bride and planned my own wedding; knowing what it takes to have a certain thing look right, to have the ceremony planned out, and your invitations, the food, cake, decorations... I don't think I can ever think of a wedding as 'just a wedding'. lol

A reason why I hadn't blogged for awhile is because my laptop was down for a few weeks. The boot drive was corrupted, so dad bought a new hard drive and redid it all :) So it's pretty much like I have a brand new computer. I now have a HUGE hard drive.. hehe

Recently, we had a pregnancy scare... I was 18 days late for my period (I'd never, ever been this late before), didn't have any pms symptoms or anything.... The DAY we made a doctor's appointment, it showed up, mocking me. And I've been cramping every day since..Which isn't fair... I used to only cramp on the first day... now it's day three and I've been cramping still... ugh.

I understand where Matt comes from about waiting longer to have kids. I really do. It's just been a HUGE dream of mine to be a mom. And now that I'm married, I can't WAIT to be pregnant... to share the excitement with my family and friends. And I personally don't think it's fair how EVERYONE.... yes, almost everyone around me that I know, is pregnant.... I'm like.... why can't I be? I would be a good mom... I'd love our baby. It'd be raised right... *sighs* I guess I'll just try my best to wait patiently until it's our time to have kids.

Yesterday and today, I spent the later part of the afternoon with my MIL and SIL at their house in their pool. It was fun :) I got some sun! WOO-HOO! I got more today than yesterday... and my face is red haha, but it doesn't hurt.

Tomorrow, I'm going to call a place that does office jobs and make an appointment with them to see if they can find a job for me. I figured it wouldn't hurt since I don't know the area. Yup, so pray for me :)

OH, good news. My dad also found a new job. He starts it tomorrow. He's on his way to Indiana now though for a week for training. Pray he has a safe drive there and back and that he likes this job :)

I think that is all for now... I'll try to start blogging more about my days and married life :)

Abbi